You’re not impressing anyone with how well you can spend your parents money. Be successful, start spending your own hard earned cash and then start talking.

I really have a problem with applying for every internship I see. It’s mostly the chase-to see if I’ll get in or not…and when I do, I decline them. I’m such a bitch LOL.

I saw a wiggling-kind-of-movement in my peripherals but didn’t register the foreign objects as my own two feet. Had a mini heart attack in the process and a realization thereafter that it’s time to put down my studies and go the fuck to sleep.

Beauty is self perceived. Stop comparing yourself to others because at the end of the day, the only opinion that matters is yours.

It’s hard not to assume the worst especially when you’ve been hurt before. Being so vulnerable where everything comes to you as a shock and your body not being able to handle it, just ends you up in a spiraling depression. By assuming the worst, you’re prepared for the worst and able to take it when or if it comes. There are consequences, however, as you might be assuming all the wrong things. It just might be safer not to assume and to just take it as it is. Don’t over analyze everything. There’s so much more to be worried about.

But still…I assume.
And it’s slowly consuming me.

It might not be the smartest thing for
a mother to run into a burning house to save her child..
a boy jumping into to the rapids to save his dog..
A husband shielding his wife from an armed gunsman..
but who says love is rational?

I decided to give Instagram another try. Let’s hope I stick to it this time.

Well it’s been quite a day. I visited my counselor and was told that all my g.e. requirements are out of the way -booyah- and that started my day off well. However, my Econ midterm rained on my parade. Half the test was based on a problem I had no idea how to do… It was extremely frustrating and I just gave up and bubbled in C for the first 8 problems. Figures though…when I got my score back tonight, I failed the test. I think this is the first time I’ve failed a midterm in college, and I must say, it sucks…. It’s not even an asian fail. It’s like a 40% fail. Welp. Now I’m buttfxked for the final.

The only time it’s bad to have big breasts is when you’re a chicken.

Everyone has been posting about how they are so thankful for this and so thankful for that, so I feel obligated to write a post as well. It’s hard not to be generic about this because I’m always grateful for having close family and friends, a home to live in, food to eat, clothes to wear, etc. I think I’ll mention out of the ordinary things, such as being thankful that nobody is home right now because I’m sitting like a dog who is scratching his butt on the carpet. I’m thankful that my boyfriend deals with my mood that swings faster than a kid given crack by a grumpy homeless man at a playground. Why a homeless man has crack? I don’t know. I don’t poke my nose in other people’s business. Maybe his wife got fed up with his addiction, she kicked him out of the house. And maybe he gave that kid crack because it reminded him of his dead son…dead because he gave him crack.. okay now I’m just going too far with this. I’m thankful for periods because without them, I wouldn’t know when to scream bloody murder. (punny.) I’m thankful for my friends who laugh at the pitiful jokes I crack. I’m thankful, in general, that I have been so blessed; I never believe I deserve anything God has provided or has given me, but I am truly happy that I have. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

When girls are overly clingy or overly dependent on their boyfriends…

if you don’t know already, my mom is korean who decided against learning proper grammar in the 20 years she’s been here. Enjoy.